It’s two years since we walked into that scan
And found out that you wouldn’t make it
What to say since then?
I miss you
We miss you
You are the sister Xander won’t ever get to meet
You are the daughter we never got to know
Yet yet
We do feel you
We do see you
Not like other families do
You’re not babbling around or taking your first steps
You’re in the wind
You’re in the stars
I see you in the Robins
In the feathers on the floor
In the dust that floats in the air on a sunny day
And
In those moments where I do stop and stand still.
Then then
I feel you then
Thank you for that
For making me take more moments
to stop
and be still
Love,
Dad x